Read on for our deep-dive interview with Caleb to learn more about his queer musical inspirations, his PhD research on queer creativity, and the process of recording Clarion.
How has your gay/queer identity influenced your music and your experience in the music industry?
Being queer is essential to who I am! It's part of who I've always been, and my queerness and concept of my own gender are evolving. I think and hope my music reflects that, and I hope that I'm able to keep making space for myself in the music industry.
I don't want to talk negatively about the music industry, so I won't, but I will say that as a queer artist, I find that there are a lot more spaces for expression in the poetry community than in the world of, like, indie rock. I honestly wish the music industry was more like the poetry community in that sense, because the music industry—even some of the gays in the industry—are just a bit too happy with the status quo.
I signed with Kill Rock Stars recently and they are an exception: they are very queer-positive, and have been since their beginning. And it shows in the types of artists and sounds they curate and develop.
Who are some of your queer or trans heroes or musical influences?
The first out musician I encountered was Rufus Wainwright, and I think for that reason he's always been really close to my heart. I remember reading an interview with him in Spin Magazine in high school, where he just said "I love being gay!" and I was shocked! It was 1997 or 1998 maybe, and I had never seen a famous person so comfortable announcing that not only were they gay but that they loved it. Also, his eponymous debut was just made for the unrequited gay, wasn't it? That opening track, oh my god.
Postscript: I found the original article archived on Google Books! OMG it's too much.
Why is support for the arts, culture, and nightlife so important for the well-being of LGBTQIA+ people?
I don't think culture exists outside of queerness, by which I mean that queer people are the culture and always have been.
I'm working on a PhD dissertation that thinks quite a lot about this, at least in terms of queer ecology and what I call queer ecopoetics. My work considers the ecosystems that queerness flourishes in, how those cultural biomes are delicate and yet resilient, and how they sustain and are connected to all other forms of life. It's in-progress but fascinating work.
Tell us about your new Clarion EP on Kill Rock Stars!